Completely boring weekend, my mom made me stay home friday and yesterday i kind of decided to stay home myself...i've been trying not to talk so i can hopefully get my voice back by tomorrow. some really weird things have happened this weekend that i hope will never! happen again.

on a lighter note, i'm supposed to watch the season finale of Desperate Housewives!:D tonight with lydia and 2 of her friends she brought with her, let us pray it's not isaac beaver and ross but more like katie erickson and tom...? whatever, i don't even know if i'm going over there to watch it, i would like it more to watch it with other people.

i just got back from jon jacobson's grad party, it was nice to see him again.

i am not looking forward to tomorrow's concert...i still have to color my fish, how kiddi-like. oh well.

yo yo amy jo jo! don't forget to pick me up tomorrow morning! i'll call later and remind you.


L Face...

Alright so i have this laptop for maybe just tonight then i think my mom's friend needs for a bit...darn. ummm, still looking for some pictures and i'm sorry melissa but i don't think i can live in your car:( today was just another crappy day, i almost fainted in choir today, at least it felt like it. it must have been from the lights or something. apparently i'm going to jon jacobson's graduation party on sunday...my mom tells me this now, oh well. i haven't talked to him in a while so it'll be fun catching up. hmm, i found out that kayla told somebody chris and i were dating...if that's what you heard, it's a lie! we are NOT doing anything even close to that either. annnd i'm not sure what else to say...7 days left of school!! for me anyways...i'm going to be gone on the 1st and maybe the 26th to go to these appointments my mom made up in bloomington for an apartment.

so that was school, track was dull i couldn't run, which believe or not i wanted to today...i know surprise..., i just threw some shot and went home. the good news!! I'M GETTING CALF MUSCLES. anyways, it's almost 6 and i need to eat something with my augmentin. so peace out.

even further than an arms reach,
L Face...

Do you ever get the feeling you're unwanted? I just got hit with it. I'm moving the end of June, i'm planning on making a collage of everyone...so if you have pictures that i could have it would help me a lot.

Today was my last track meet and obviously i can't go, i can barely sit up right now i'm pretty much on the floor, thank gosh laptops can go anywhere. Going to the hospital at 1, jessica beske walked into my house at 9-ish and woke me up, it was an awesome surprise...it made me feel wanted for a few minutes but now she's gone and i'm left alone to think. i don't like to think, it just makes me feel awful


everything nobody wants,
L Face...

Today was just another Tuesday/Wednesday I suppose. after school i hung out with chris for a little while then i came home and got a little surprise on my bed...read of mice and men, then went out to dinner, came home and received yet another surprise. jonathan the jerk decided that he would be staying with jordan tonight and got my mom all pissed off, then she opened the mail and came barreling into my room, i thought i was going to get yelled at but she's like i can't believe it...and i'm still very confused, then she shows me this paper and it said that on that stupid writing skills test we took a while back i got a 5.5, that pretty much made my week and i still can't believe it. i'm pretty much a horrible writer, i guess that story i pulled out of my ass wasn't so bad after all.

well it's 9:02 and Laurie the loser is going to go to bed right after she makes two phone calls, one to Jessica and the other to Laurie's good friend.



"She's a beautiful girl, she's a beautiful girl."
L Face...

everybody needs to help me on this one;



if you have seen my charger pleeeaaaassssseeeee give it to me!!!!!!! it's very unlikely it's with any of you...because i wasn't with any of you all weekend....but i don't know where it is!!!! help!

It's the newest sensation EVERYbody's doin' it!!!
PEER PRESSURE^^^^^!!!!!^^^^^!!!!!^^^^^

Label it 21 Questions and spill your guts.

1. First thing you did this morning?
Fell asleep...then did my hair

2. Last thing you ate?
get ready; Wheat Thins Harvest Garden Vegetable crackers w/French Onion Dip

3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?
I certainly don't think so...i like the dinky lil' thing, except i don't have a charger for it!!!grrr

4. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 months?
Gettin' the license, FALL OUT BOY, summer job...if i EVER find one!!!

5. What's annoying you right now?
not having a job which means no mula, my cell phone charger, and st. paul

6. What's the last movie you saw?
Prime, none otha

7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
I should

8. When was the last time it rained?
about an hour ago

10. Who was the last person you text?
i can't remember

11. whos the last person you hung out with?
BJJB

12. What books are you reading?
Grapes of Wrath...booooring

13. What are a few things you wish you were better at?
SHOT PUT, ummm...GETTING A JOB

14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be?
either someplace perfect with friends or up with lydia in the cities

15. What's your most vivid memory from 7th grade?
i remember liking 7th grade, but i don't have a memory

16. Latest addiction?
i don't have a new one, but some old ones include; CULVER'S ICED CREAM!!!!:D:D:D:D my absolute favorite, i could puke that shit up daily and still be in love with it, also, movies, music, dancing like a fool, laughing, CSI...can't get enough, DH&GA of course, we have parties for that! annnnd finding new things/people/places

17. Have you ever had the urge to kill someone?
Yep, every time i see my father

18. How many people would you say are interested in you?
none

19. Do you have a bf/gf?
nope

20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily?
nope

21. Who was the last person you saw and/or talked to?
carolyn&webber

quick summary then explanations tomorrow...

5girls+2guys+3random guys for a few seconds+hy-vee+a truck&a car+2houses+oakland+curvey roads ALL ADDS UP TO!!!====A LOT of fun...i'm so glad i canceled my original plans

It is now 6:35 PM and I just officially finished my poetry project, I've been working on it since 1 this afternoon...I forgot today was my dad's birthday, and woopee he showed up...he should have just stayed where he's been for the past 2 weeks and never left. my aunt called today and said that she was coming down to visit for my mom's birthday in 2 months, i'm not sure if that's going to happen or not because if my uncle hears about this then she won't be able to come...my uncle hates my mom and my mom hates my uncle, everybody on my dad's side dislikes my mom in some way except for the people that were just married into the family...like my aunt diane and aunt crystal.

so i guess one of my cousins or something on my mom's side passed away yesterday...? i don't think i even know who she's talking about, but i guess i've hung out with them before...?? i don't know, but i do know after this person 3 more people close to me will now also pass away, the saying that's stayed in my family since my great great great great great uncles grimm is "for every one person that leaves, three more go with him." so yeah, there's that. but i still cannot figure out who the w.t.f. she is talking about...whatev.


why ya gotta be so cold,
L Face...

iYAY! I'M DONE!

That's right, i'm writing an ode about what sweaties, what? lemme see ya grillz!

Senora dances Calypso left to right is de tempo and when she gets the sensation she go up in the air come down in slow motion.